i cried last night on the phone because i gained like 3927619734663kg.
yes, i finally weighed myself on the weighing machine. and it wasnt a pretty scene i tell you.
so in a fit of panic, i called and message many people, and started crying. telling them that i was a certain amount of weight. and all the diet suggestions started pouring in.
kaira decided to be my trainer/coach. when she doesnt even go to the gym with me la!
but from now on, fruits and vegetables. and no sugar stuff. nothing fatty and oily. and drink alot of water. i'm going to be a health freak.

I HATE IT WHEN THE SHOW ENDS AND ITS A HAPPY ENDING CAUSE IT MAKES ME CRY. and i hate cliffhangers too. it just goes to show that there would be a part two. and it makes me happy because i get more eye candy!

i know i'm like emotionally unstable. and my cousin, she thinks that i'm always emo. which is not true. i have my happy times too you know? just that it is kinda rare.



this is exactly how i feel right now, about you.